Vanilla Twilight
June 12, 2010
Frankly speaking, i’m quite jealous of people who have already accepted their university offers and are looking forward to their matriculation and orientation. They seemed to have a whole new life ahead of them waiting for them to explore. Would things be different if i have studied harder?
I ended my Braodcast Journalism course at SMA on an enjoyable note. I learnt so much from that one week and it made me wondered whether i would have the opportunity to learn again. We have two fellow radio presenters with us from 93.8. I’m quite envious of the way they spoke and how they carried themselves. They also have an immense knowledge of current affairs. Both of them graduated from NUS fass, under New Media and Political Science.
One week has gone by so quickly and i’m going to be returning to my work soon. Again, the dark clouds in my world will start looming as i start thinking about what my next step should be. I could never find the answers i’m looking for in the forums or even from my friends because they won’t understand the situation i am in. Thankfully, i have known which are my true friends and which are my hi-bye friends.
I really want to upload photos but i haven’t charge my camera and i’m getting tired already. Maybe i’m just procrastinating.

Hello! It’s me again.
Cheer up, girl! You need not be jealous of people who will be going to university soon. You can make it happen for yourself as well! Perhaps you may not get into the university that you want or may not have been accepted but I believe you can still apply for other university. Honestly speaking, regardless you are in a local or private university, it is still a university. What’s important is you like what you are doing and do your best when you are in it. Moreover, don’t harp on the past anymore! Work with what you have now. I believe you have already tried your best while you are still studying. Furthermore, you can still make a difference in your future if you are willing to accept your resuls and accept what you have now. Life is not a bed of roses and everyone will have their lowest/ saddest moments. The important thing is to get over it and start afresh. I do believe your friends are there for you to pull you through this time.
Remember, never be afraid to face the reality. One can only accomplish what he or she wants if one learns how to face the reality. It’s never easy but it’s not too hard. YOU CAN DO IT!
THANK YOU for your kind and encouraging words!
I hope things are picking up one by one..it sure sucks not being accepted. Anyway, i got an interview with The straits times for an internship opportunity, hopefully it will be able to work out well.
I hope you’ll succeed in life too!
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That’s great! So what’s that intership about?
Thanks so much too!
Most probably being in an editorial team and doing some writing i hope, for magazines or newspapers.
By the way, how do you came across my blog? Do i know you personally?
Hello, I don’t know you personally but you seem like a sad girl. Cheer up, and all the best!